The 2 years in Beijing was a very amazing experience. It was my decision to leave the country a year ago, and It's been very hard adjusting back to the life I had long before I lived there. I must admit that it saddens me to leave, but I figured, I'd be facing the same dilemma sooner or later -and it'll just be worse.
Everything that happened was from decisions I have made, and I don't regret any of it.